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Internal death.
My life is all that is unexplainable,
even to the one that cherishes it!
The guy that I daily languish
to get to know, yet never from his
calabash does he unveil to me
even the tiniest bit of his mysteries.
He geriously holds unto them and
I think he fancies not their exploitation.
He tries not to let even one person
know what goes on inside him,
the fire that burns inside his
lifeless heart, the voices that echo through his disturbed mind,
and all that seems to be unexplainable
by none plus that he knows
he just hasn't encountered yet!
The stronger he thought his art
of blocking his heart was, the weaker
she proved to him it is coz she with
impeccable style found him,
diagnosed what he himself
was ignorant about, she loved him,
the heartless guy and
not only made him
discover where the wound that was
hurting him everyday was,
but also sterilized it giving rise to that
person that everyone thought was
dead years ago.
I therefore loved her more than
I did to myself until time came and
in addition to loving me,
she didn't love me!
© Joseph