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Words
I wanna be a model."ok go for it"they said to the 5year old me, but none of them were around to help me through Words that's all it was.
I wanna be a pastor." following your mom's steps that's wise of you"they said to the 11 year old me still words but this time through a telephone.
Years passed all i was... was a perfect daughter to an absent mother an absent father a loving grandmother and to the demands of the world,thank you your the best words said to me without a second glimpse.
I want to be a terrorist,14 year old me told the teacher when she asked,You are the worst,finally they all looked at me just me but with hate ,digust, Shame and dissaproval Words they threw at me like flaming daggers.
Words i keep to myself no one knows whether I'm alive or dead unless they have to shame,words i put down on paper to help me close those chapters ,words the 21year old me uses to inspire because at the end of the day there all just words.
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