Stuck in a battle between light and darkness.
Not able to decide, how to win this battle.
Tired of always being between good and evil.
And then you came, you came into my life, in the strangest ways.
You came into my life during my most difficult phase.
Feelings began to stare up, words left unsaid.
But the silence conveys the messages, messages which the lips couldn't convey.
Whenever I'm stuck in my battle, you appear from nowhere like a guardian angel, guiding my path on where to go and where not to.
You became my strange addiction.
Couldn't get you off my mind.
Whenever I'm stuck in my battles, I always run to you, for I know you're my helper.
But little did I know, I had gotten into what I won't be able to come out of.
Feelings grew deeper by the passing seconds.
Couldn't name this feeling, but it feels suiting.
A feeling that doesn't hurt, a feeling that makes adrenaline runs in my veins.
A feeling that makes my heart excited whenever it locks eyes with you.
A feeling that gives me butterflies, whenever my ears hear the melodious sound of your voice
My ears always want to hear your voice, my eyes always searches for you.
Not having you, makes me feel like there's a heavy weighted object in my heart which weighs my soul down.
You have become a strange addiction I can't get rid of.
© kaya N