Emptiness.
Ever found yourself looking at it?
Such a curse and a blessing,
if thought of differently.

For me it's both.

Looking at my surroundings,
I wonder if I have lost my connections.
I hate connections with those,
therefore a blessing.
I desire connections with them,
therefore a curse.

Is this an illness, or a medicine?
My apathy.
I have been positive,
a pleasant night...