The Fate Of Love

Have you ever hated yourself for feeling?
Cried your heart out
'till you had a heartache?
Atleast not a heart attack?
'Till your heart felt an unbearable pain,
the pain caused by love?

Have you ever cursed the day
you crossed each other's paths?
But still cared for that person's well-being?
Cursed the day your fate chose to play games with you
by making you feel and yearn,
for what was never yours and won't be yours?
Cursed each and every memories you made together
but still craved for those special days?

Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror
and wondered what is really wrong with you?
Have you ever wished to tear your heart into million pieces
because you wanted to erase each and everything
which reminded you of her?
And thought that you'll leave a better life, without the heart?
And sometimes locked yourself in the dark
allowed your tears to flow,
because you thought you'd feel better?

But woke up each and every day
to realise that everything is just the same?
That you're still that broken soul
which want's to find light,in the darkest hours?
Which want's to find light,in the unfavourable season?

Poet:Jen da poet
Date:22 October 2020 Time:23:38