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"Before We Meet For The First Time "
Hi there Dad how are you? I am okay just full of many mixed emotions they are getting worse as the day comes closer to when we meet for the very first time in my whole 38 years of being alive, which is why I'm wanting to first share with you some of my past experiences from having to grow up without you in my life,this will let you know exactly what I hated as well as hate also this will explain why I hated and still hate the fact that I had to grow up without a dad "you."
Dad before I had finally able to message you and it actually being the right profile and I was able to get a response back from you before we had actually talked for the very first time I wouldn't call you my dad but instead I called you my "Sperm Doner" or I just called you by name, everyone that I had ever mentioned you to never understood why it was that I would ever talk about the man who was supposed to have been my dad like that even my husband who I am currently married to had said to me that it is weird for him to hear the word "Dad" come out of my mouth dad instead of me saying "my Sperm Doner."
Now let me begin to tell you how I had difficult and struggled from me growing up without a Dad, from when I can at least remember when I started to struggle from not having my Dad in my life, living with my mom was okay for a while anyways that's before us girls were sexually abused by our older brothers and by our moms husband who was physically abusing my younger brother as well I had been the only one who had witnessed this happen to my brother in which I had tried going to the school counselor for help for us all but I was only able to get one detective to come out to the house and check things out of course my luck he was unable to help us out as he was walking out the door my mom had called for me which is when I had heard one if not the most painful thing you could possibly hear a mother say to her own child she had told me that she had known that her husband had been physically abusing her youngest son, you will not believe what her excuse was for why it was that her husband had been physically abusing my brother her excuse for him was that he "had a bad day" not a finished product
© Donna's Guide Of Surviving A Brutal Life
Dad before I had finally able to message you and it actually being the right profile and I was able to get a response back from you before we had actually talked for the very first time I wouldn't call you my dad but instead I called you my "Sperm Doner" or I just called you by name, everyone that I had ever mentioned you to never understood why it was that I would ever talk about the man who was supposed to have been my dad like that even my husband who I am currently married to had said to me that it is weird for him to hear the word "Dad" come out of my mouth dad instead of me saying "my Sperm Doner."
Now let me begin to tell you how I had difficult and struggled from me growing up without a Dad, from when I can at least remember when I started to struggle from not having my Dad in my life, living with my mom was okay for a while anyways that's before us girls were sexually abused by our older brothers and by our moms husband who was physically abusing my younger brother as well I had been the only one who had witnessed this happen to my brother in which I had tried going to the school counselor for help for us all but I was only able to get one detective to come out to the house and check things out of course my luck he was unable to help us out as he was walking out the door my mom had called for me which is when I had heard one if not the most painful thing you could possibly hear a mother say to her own child she had told me that she had known that her husband had been physically abusing her youngest son, you will not believe what her excuse was for why it was that her husband had been physically abusing my brother her excuse for him was that he "had a bad day" not a finished product
© Donna's Guide Of Surviving A Brutal Life
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