I keep telling myself I don't love you
the more I try to deny it the I get reasons why I love you
you keep hurting me,no calls,no lively messages,no video call,how on earth do you want to convince me that you love me like I do

you keep putting me in one position
which is pretending that all is well,that am okay with the boring love live
being too busy,even when you have the time to call me,you decide to make your free times busy...