You thought I wanted a simple apology to heal my harsh words, and you were wrong. I wanted you ro accept my apology the very same way I had to humiliate myself and accept yours! The day you shattered my hopes and my idea of you, because you couldn't just be honest with me. You think it didn't kill me that day? Are you really such a naive child to believe that I did not fake the smiles, and the "it's okay, babe. He was bad to you and you didn't want to scare me away, I get it." Are you so dense, that you cannot see the great big hole that punched into my heart, that day? I'm not throwing it in your face. That is the part you don't understand. Fuck you for not forgiving my outbursts or my paranoia, when YOU are the reason it was triggered at all. Every woman I have ever loved has lied about another man. My own mom chose romantic partners over me. Made their shit, way more important than me. You said that I wanted "I'm sorry" to just fix it all. You think that, because you...