I sin but I am never dammed
I sleep

My heart is black
Never knowing a friend

My angel is a fallen one
Demon

Crawling into the crevice
Into an open crack

Nothing to gain
Nothing to lose

Dread time
Never enough

It can crawl
It can fly

Lose myself my In your eyes
Lost

Up is down
Down is up

I am confused in life
Where am I
Without you

Give me holy water
I am possessed
Possessed with demon

My evil ways

Running naked in the night

Sun flowers in a row
I want to have one
But I won’t pluck and kill

I want to be pretty
The prettiest
Most days I don’t care

Listening to my favorite chick artist
She inspires my poems

Inspiration
Words flow out of my pen
Onto the page

Death follows behind
When our hour comes
We don’t know

Bleeding out of my eyes
I cry for you
I miss you

Insanity
Coursing through my veins
You have pushed my to my limit

All is one
One is all
Today I fall
Tomorrow is yesterday’s death