So here I sit alone in silence
More lonely than when I'm alone
My heart and head so full of violence
Guess I'll just waste time on my phone

Should I put something on the TV?
This feeling, is it why I sin?
Do people out here truly see me?
I'm drunk before noon once again...

How to convince myself its worth it...
I've made it through another year...
What will my children think about it?
Father's become his own worst fear

To die and then to be forgotten
To lose control before the end
What I deserve is what I've gotten
With not a dime left I can spend

I call you out and you don't like it
Uncomfortable but know I'm right
The the thing that makes you want to try it
Is lacking reasons that you fight

In sleep you seem to find your solace
But dreams, they always turn on you
The...