This is much cold night . Heavy cold wind carrying coldness of old memories and smells like her. I feeling them actually,yes . Looking at sky , tonight it's full of stars and half moon . Moon shining bright and starts are blinking. I just saw a shooting star and that white bright star remind me of her . Our wishes we made when we was together and made much many wishes to those stars but you know we made one wish oftenly to every star one with "Please God ,never apart us , we're made for each others na ? Forever ,right ? Then just one wish Me : I wanna be with her forever never apart neva eva. She: same dear god me too. I don't wanna aprr from him. He's my everything I can't even live without him so please god."
More starts but I can't see them clearly so moonlight . But I can see much vividly those colourful MEMORIES which we made when we used to be one. Each and every star sharing different memory. Light emitting and direct through my heart . Sweet but painful but it's okay to be painful now I'm on tht stage , I'm stealing moments of happiness from past and paying gallons of tears, Tona of emotions. But my dear friend past gives me one more thing with that happiness of second. PAIN. But it's okay to be hurt I don't care anymore because it's all about her . AGAR DIL DE HI DIYA HAIN TOH DARD KE BAAREIN MEIN KYA SONCHNA.