Hey, shut up I'm tryna tell 'em my story! I'm sorry, I wasn't yellin' at you guys I was talkin' to the voices singing in my head, it's a little bit twisted, I know that the person in the mirror's not a perfect one, I look at him every day and think he's not enough.

Now, where were we, oh well, my life's a book that I don't really like to open up, all these voices in my head get loud, wish that I could shut them out but they made me who I am, they also deceived me, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head and relief from my stress, I don't wanna see or have a bunch of people to impress 'cause gettin' too close to anyone could be dangerous, friends I had, now they act different, it's all switchin', it's pretty hard to watch those things you used to love turn to things that you wish you forgot real moments that make you question the things that you want's,

I'm wonderin' what's comin' next, with this rope pulldown hard on my throat, judge me might smile down on you in heaven but it ain't that funny life's like a merry-go-round and I'm still tryna figure it out, I don't fit in the crowds

To friends and families, you keep on talkin' to me like a stranger but we've been together since we're closer that we still are, I've been here for you, but how come you're never there for me? What I'm sayin' is me without you doesn't make any sense, know you're intense and controlling, but we need to learn how to cope with it,...