I still have to recall everything
Everything that was clinging
The day that you liked my brother
But it showed up I was bolder

I think it is very clever that I won that game
Even though we knew that I was lame
The time we committed to each other
That was the moment I'd be with you forever

What a shame, it turned into a fiasco commitment
All the promises, words, and pains you never meant
I am doing fine with my tears and beers and my sandals
This is so inauspicious just like throwing pebbles
You made it, you made a fiasco commitment.


I still want to recall everything
October moments are fleeting
When I need your cuddles, you just keep flouting it
It feels like it keeps me flicked

It's so exhausting
The thrill was expired
I didn't know you were extemporaneous committing to anyone
No one, no one pats my back as if it was far-fetched


What a shame, it turned into a fiasco commitment
All your fluctuating decisions and petty things
That made me miserable yet thankful
Persist and resist the slipshod decoration you made
You made it, you made my life hit a snag


And when we got here
You gave me the gist of why you keep stabbing me
Your boys and men are all the reason why I dirge
Give me your blues and nebulous skies
I want to be a fledgling taking his first fly
I'm still on the list of the things that you dumped
Still on the trapeze and still trying everything
Just to keep you looking at me
And when you told me it was just a coincidence
I had a flimsy personality that made me dumb
This is foolishly unsuitable love and cannot inspire anyone.


What a shame, this made me hysterical
Hoping it might turn idyllic again like it was in the beginning.
We had to say goodbye because of all your immodest and impeccable timing behavior
You made me an imbecile
You turned this into a fiasco commitment
Infidelity. Fictitious moment. Gloomy ending.
© Joel Gigante