There once was a girl from her perspective she was quite boring and unimportant. From her perspective no one could ever care about her without pitying her and due to this she viewed his friendships as lies that was built on lies. When you stare into the abyss the abyss seems to stare back and eventually you forget to look away from it. The abyss's cold embrace is stong and without help it will strangle you. It almost happened to her ,but with the help of the frist person he called friend and the power of skepticism she broke that cycle of cynicism and mistrust. however she still lived in the castle of glass. time passed the girl became a woman. The woman was still disturst full but what was worse for him. A monster lingered in her broken mind it was the manifestation of who she was in the past she called it the monster of the abyss. the monster offten spoke to her. It told her what she didn't want to hear things like. "your questions bother people so you should stop asking them." or "they (his friends) dont relly care about you"to which she would allways worry that the monster was right. She kept worrying that the monster was right. She soon found out that she need to come to terms with the monster is apart of her but, at the same time she also realized that she could rely on people for guidance and hope for the future.