A smile on face but many things captured in mind. A heartbreak, responsibilities, failure, emotions, everything is hidden in heart. Yes it's me, Preeti. A normal girl with a dream to become a successful artist. From childhood, I was addicted to pantings. I paint what I see and what I feel. As a teenager, I never expected that a regretful turning point would come in my life. I met a guy online. I never thought of falling in love but that person hits me different. I loved his voice, his eyes, his mole near lips and everything except his behaviour. Relation lasted for 3 years and lastly I finished the story. Every day and night I'd cried. It was a long distance still I was mad for him. Wanted my whole future with him but he never showed interest. Whole day checking phone in the hope that he'll come and talk to me. No time for me, no attention, no respect, even though I was with him. He was loyal but... hurted me, made me cry, never showed efforts, never came to meet me, mentally destroyed me, no respect for me, no calls, no time, and even though he thinks that I'll stay with him!! That's why I ended it. Now I'm alone, not happy from heart but in peace. But don't know why, I hate the words "I LOVE YOU", distancing myself from everyone, not planning to be again in relationship, sometimes remembering him, sometimes crying for him, sometimes thinking whether he is alright or not and sometimes regretting for my past. Just an overthinker, I know but I can't stop myself from thinking. Just wanna be alone and don't want any guy to love me anymore. People say that I easily moved on but they don't know, in some corners of my heart, there is still love for him, secretly waiting for him, asking his friends whether he's alright or not. That's how my life is going on....❤️‍🩹