Your friends were always rude to me. Looking back I guess they were only trying to tell me the truth. It's been two months since we parted, to me it feels like a decade I've been sitting alone within this room of blue. We only meet when no one was around. This left so many unanswered questions within my heart. Just to be your favorite I excluded all theories. You told me if I follow u we could be one. How badly I foolishly wished for that one. We only meet after dark. I always felt unsure but never have I ever been so wrong.
I gave u all my truth but u gave me nothing, not even u. I was a pawn u had to have. I became an icecream trying to satisfy your cone. Just to be your favorite. It gave u no pleasure u wanted the whole box. I was too proud I denied u of this role. I was now uncalled for. I became a burden within the night, still it gave u no courage to let me go.
I was now boiling as water in a pot, and u were the flames beneath me that caused my demise. I was hurt yet I could only dare let u go for a while. Like the day u spared me no time to make a change. I went out searching through the plains. To my surprise u painted me a picture, I could only feel rage as I saw u smiling with another. She was now ur favorite.I could only turn and walk away filled with shame. Aren't I being too much, even as such I still wish to be your favorite once more.
© Sammy