You came across someone whom you thought was the "One", but instead just wants to purposely mess around.
You are about to do the wrong thing.
And if you have started, you are totally wrong and you are doing wrong thing at its worse.

Instead of doing that,find yourself before you find your partner,find yourself before you find a relationship.
Sit down and think deeply.
Ask yourself these questions:

What have I done with my life?

What is that...