When I'm alone I'll be at war with myself.
My thoughts pin me down and interrogate me with riddles that I still haven't found answers to.

It's still a mystery why a person like me was born into a family like this.

Don't get me wrong : i don't mean to say that I hate the parents i have because that's definitely not the case here.
Lately it seems I've become more like a burden to them as my aspirations seem too far fetched
and my goals too expensive they cannot bail me out ; but they don't want me to...