(iam doing this differently now) (also this collection is a lot about me except tape and eraser)
crayons: getting tired of being popular but fearing that if you take a break people will replace you
handwriting: people wanting to know more about you and judging how you are by how much they know about you, this song is also a lot about me
invention: being a "girl" because of your actions, because apparently crying easily and loving cute stuff turns you into a girl
tape: feeling like your relationship with somebody else is wrong and wanting to end it but also not wanting to end the relationship, also this is the first and only song I wrote which is not about toxic relationships but is still about a relationship
paper: people making fun of depression, suc!de and death, it's impossible to relate to this song but i hate them so technically i relate
roulette: about my child trauma, i didn't kill him tho i just wanted to since he was hurting me SO BAD for no reason
glue: the f*cked up situation I was in when I was writing glue, it's also about being sticked to your bad thoughts to the point where you blame yourself for it
clowning around: it has a bunch of meanings, the first one is living by a false statement, second is being ignored, and the rest are just what are actually true to help some people out there, for example, i always thought jealously was evil, but look at me, i get jealous sometimes since I'm not that popular
band-aid art: being afraid to show your real self
eraser: just a classic love song