Being the only child staring at the house. My mother at work my dad fucking another woman at her house. Grandma died two days ago. Brother committed suicide. Girlfriend left me for another guy. bullied at school, I don't want to try no more I don't want to die no more. Time goes by and I close my eyes I drown my mind and I wish for this life to go away. I grab pills and down them one by one. I get the razor and cut my wrists, all it does is just scar. I take more pills, and all it does is just make me high. I swear I don't want this, what have I come to? I wake up and stare at the ceiling and wait to forget and I smile and take it all.