The Story of the Day
"One day and a lot of emotions"
A bulk of emotional breakdowns, meetings with new sides of old people , hide and seek from inner most shade the entire time , feeling blue , useless and burdened, burning in the fire of own gloomy thoughts , trying to absorb the things that are even difficult to adsorb , finding peace and calmness inside but that tranquility gets hidden from sight , freaking from past and looking for happy future , loaded with a millions of screwing agents inside and outside ... At they end of the day when i meet myself i find myself more broken more burdened and loaded with the bouquet of freaking things whole day.... that's "what a day" its entirely difficult and different what i wanted to do and what i am doing now....
But still after the night i have to break my gloomy shade and build a new shield even more STRONGER than before around myself that no one can judge me.... that's how the emotional rollercoaster knots my belt to meet neonatal sunlight again...
© empathic pen
A bulk of emotional breakdowns, meetings with new sides of old people , hide and seek from inner most shade the entire time , feeling blue , useless and burdened, burning in the fire of own gloomy thoughts , trying to absorb the things that are even difficult to adsorb , finding peace and calmness inside but that tranquility gets hidden from sight , freaking from past and looking for happy future , loaded with a millions of screwing agents inside and outside ... At they end of the day when i meet myself i find myself more broken more burdened and loaded with the bouquet of freaking things whole day.... that's "what a day" its entirely difficult and different what i wanted to do and what i am doing now....
But still after the night i have to break my gloomy shade and build a new shield even more STRONGER than before around myself that no one can judge me.... that's how the emotional rollercoaster knots my belt to meet neonatal sunlight again...
© empathic pen