Every young girl believes in fairy tales.The fairy tales of living this perfect life of happy ever after.I gave up on fairy tales at a very early age..
My life had many trials and tribulations;in which has made me into the woman I am;today.My fairytale was really a nightmare.A nightmare;I could never wake up from.I just wanted to belong when I was growing up..
I never hardly spoke to anyone.I was very shy and I tried my best to achieve great grades.I was always trying to make everyone else happy; surrounding me.
As I grew, I was hoping in the back of my mind that maybe; I would have a chance to have a fairytale..As the years went by;I developed the sense of direction.The direction was true reality was.Never to be loved by anyone;In reference of my mother's mistakes.
I had a love that loved me;Finally..I;myself; the person I am decided to just go ahead and be the person torn between hurt n pain; as well as love and happiness.I let hurt and pain win..In life you have made decisions based on the past commitments as well as the mistakes they made.I have gained so much more knowledge and more respect within myself more within myself..
The once fairy tale that became a nightmare; finally;has came to a conclusion...The conclusion of choosing oneself beyond no other.The destiny of love n loyalty is beyond question;that fairytale will become a whole once more.