I've struggled to comprehend the reason why,
Yet, here I am, attempting not to let tears defy.
While many chase their cherished ones,
You professed love to me, a sentiment that endlessly runs.

Initially, I resisted, denied your claim,
My mind battled itself, a tumultuous game.
Eventually, surrendering, acceptance within,
Ironically, that's when your distance did begin.

It's akin to seeking a shooting star midday,
Clouds heavy with rain, emotions in disarray.
In your darkest...