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#Invisible Illness
Yes I have seen that fear,
Which breaks me apart,
Being fallen into pieces of not being heard when I need a help but I can't afford so that the pain I bear which I can't find out only that feels so hard to bury inside me but I do so.
That tiredness Which my mind, my body,my soul carries every time which if involves with other has a fear of disappointing the person with me , hiding that hundred emotions, that uncontrollable anger which can't burst out but I simply learn to do so.
That uncontrollable body movements,that restlessness my mind , my body feels on going to bed and I simply make myself understand you have to fight on and no one is going to overcome it or share it with you and I simply do so.
That thankfulness I pay to my nights when I simply slept devoid of any fear, anxiety and thousand thoughts is what I really mean it and I simply do so .
That fear which I see in other's eyes while watching me abnormal behaviour and activities and I simply pretending to be normal which I am not, that strength which I bind every time to make myself not only feel normal but also be normal and I simply do so.
That tight holding which my body needs when I am found so I thank each person each time that I get it without asking for but I simply do so.
That fear of my going outside getting through all of the chaos pretending myself to be normal when I can't ignore all of that noise and disturbances surrounding me but I simply do so.
That fear of being said demon possessed when I do any activity relating to the abnormal behaviour and I have no control on it but I simply do so.
That rememberance of getting to bed without medicines at mid night sometimes having them mostly ignoring the call and going to sleep but I know that's stupid of me but I simply do so.
That fear of going to sleep at night with no assurance of being found the very next morning in the similar state but I simply do so.
That dependence which I hate but I need to carry with myself because I have no other options,That thousand things I want to speak out but I can't do so and many more things untold but felt .
#March26#PurpleDay #Everyday
#Epilelpsy Awareness
#The illness is invisible
#But please try to see.
#They need you.
Which breaks me apart,
Being fallen into pieces of not being heard when I need a help but I can't afford so that the pain I bear which I can't find out only that feels so hard to bury inside me but I do so.
That tiredness Which my mind, my body,my soul carries every time which if involves with other has a fear of disappointing the person with me , hiding that hundred emotions, that uncontrollable anger which can't burst out but I simply learn to do so.
That uncontrollable body movements,that restlessness my mind , my body feels on going to bed and I simply make myself understand you have to fight on and no one is going to overcome it or share it with you and I simply do so.
That thankfulness I pay to my nights when I simply slept devoid of any fear, anxiety and thousand thoughts is what I really mean it and I simply do so .
That fear which I see in other's eyes while watching me abnormal behaviour and activities and I simply pretending to be normal which I am not, that strength which I bind every time to make myself not only feel normal but also be normal and I simply do so.
That tight holding which my body needs when I am found so I thank each person each time that I get it without asking for but I simply do so.
That fear of my going outside getting through all of the chaos pretending myself to be normal when I can't ignore all of that noise and disturbances surrounding me but I simply do so.
That fear of being said demon possessed when I do any activity relating to the abnormal behaviour and I have no control on it but I simply do so.
That rememberance of getting to bed without medicines at mid night sometimes having them mostly ignoring the call and going to sleep but I know that's stupid of me but I simply do so.
That fear of going to sleep at night with no assurance of being found the very next morning in the similar state but I simply do so.
That dependence which I hate but I need to carry with myself because I have no other options,That thousand things I want to speak out but I can't do so and many more things untold but felt .
#March26#PurpleDay #Everyday
#Epilelpsy Awareness
#The illness is invisible
#But please try to see.
#They need you.
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