I runned down through the woods, my favorite place not that far from the village of my apartment. The drizzles a few minutes ago became a heavy rain with roaring thunder,now im asking myself why i'm outside, i'm so scared ,i'm so anxious , i'm afraid for myself , i'm afraid to myself .The only thing i remembered is theres a broken glass jar in front of me and i saw my bloody hands then i run away the moment i saw a real human heart and a mans corpse, i was looking for temporary shelter as i am running . I saw a cabin and it seems theres no one there , i went there and knocked but no one answered . I broke in and tress passed , the door was not locked . I could tell that no one is using this cabin by everytime the ray of lightning was entering inside it, i was shivering looking for something i could use to lit up the place . I saw a match and candles under the drawer of wooden table, i lit up the candle and as expected the place looks creepy , the window glass was layered by dust and so the table and the two chairs and spider webs are everywhere around here. I was holding the candle and i saw an empty room to my left with a big mirror on the wall, i looked at myself then suddenly my head feels like it's cracking. "Stupid! why did you drop the jar and how could you left it alone there! , said she . I was trembling as i asked her"why are you doing this ?", "I knew it! haha you knew but you're just in denial , well l'm doing this for you sister ," she said while smirking and raising her right brow. "How possible is that i did not ask you to do it !" , "of course you did! i am the real you ,the twisted and not shady ,would you really think that it was because of the bracelet just because you can't take it off? you purposely put it in your arms until it's fitted tightly remember?" i frowned as i look directly in her eyes , " are you creating another scenario inside your mind to escape from reality again ?". At first it feels that my tongue got tied and i can't utter a word but then my head feels cracking again and will split in to two "STOP! STOP! SHUT UP !" the words i repeatedly shouting i got furious hearing the deafining buzzing sound in my ears while covering it , I puched the mirror with my bare hands and the blood from my hands dripped through the floor as i could hear some glasses part shattered . She got furious and bumped my head to wall repeatedly until it bleed ,she grabbed the scalpel using left hand from my pocket and point it out at us . I i gripped it and controlling her not to do it , convince myself not do it , i'm fighting for myself , i'm fighting my other self ,I kept on fighting and fighting until finally i won.

The rain didn't stop l'm running feeling exhausted my wounds stings in my skin , i reached the end of wood and saw the road and the approaching beaming light that made me blind . I remembered how we used to play in these woods when we were kids in the 7 minutes flash back of my whole life , and then everything tuned black.
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- sorry for grammatical mistakes

© Jean R
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