I'm not sad I'm not happy but this feeling of nothing is horrible.

I always wake up to go to work and to think for myself "what's the point."
I have nothing to lose I have nothing. yes I do have friends yes I laugh with them but when I'm in my room I cry and then I feel nothing.

what is this feeling of nothing?
how can I escape this feeling.
it's like your alone and you can't ask for help. you don't even know why.