I always remember how it all started, and I saw in your eyes that your tired. You speak like there's no one's listening, although many are present. I felt that you needed someone to respond to all your words, including your questions. And then you begun to enjoy in having conversations with me together with them who's present but not responding. Although I don't like it that time when you did a slightly scary smile, I begin to realized that you made me experience the love that is known to others. Maybe you were joking that time or maybe you weren't. And that's what makes me feel like you loved me. I saw your actions everytime you see me, and I don't know why you did those. And that's what's make me wonder and feel like your inlove with me too.



© Ruakh