Have you even stood in middle of a open failed at night with no light nothing? If not maybe you should dare to you wont reget it not for one second. I never was a big fan of the dark. But it seemed after I become a young lady that summer.I didnt have a say what I wanted to do,even think any more. I could set out side on a good summer night I would rather be under the stars. My uncle seen that I feared the dark, so one night he rook me out an d shown me that their is even beauty in the darkness that God will always fine a way to show us that even in our darkness times he is always there you can always fine him. Thinking back before that night I witness that young man die. Always around the same time ever night durning the week I was took out to some woods, old barn,or down by the river bank. By the time I was 15 teen my eyes had seen so much,the things I heard, still today I have nightmares, I knew what they where doing was wrong, But what good would it do to say anything when the law man was part of everything, At 15teen I took my 1st trip over seas to do a pick up. I didnt know at the moment what was taking places. Till my way back I couldnt help my self. I that the guy that took me with him was going to kill me then. that summer when I was 15teen I was working on there farms, Drug Frams ,in the evening I was doing drop offs an pick ups. 2 Times a week we would go over an get the orders,Anything from guns,drugs..At that time I didnt relize didn't think any thing about what took place, A there was times a few other...