So as you know i love this boy julian and alot has changed since part 1. Well i fell for him again then and he stopped coming over. I moved on from him but but not fully and Jessica ia not doing good at all she is doing weed and drinking again so. So in the first part i told you about the guy that ghosted me well he texted me after months and we started talking everyday bout everything it was great but he ghosted me once again so i said i was done with his sh*t. Me as a lovesick fool im falling for julian once again and my mom said she'd beat my butt if i ever date him cause he is not the way he used to be he is bad he is turning into his mom which is not good. The guy who ghosted me his name is gavin well i startes to like him so now julian lives in my head rent free and gavin visits sometimes. Jessica and tim keep getting back together tyrn breaking up so no one knows if they are dating or not. I sometimes cry over julian like i waa crying my eyes out the one day cause i was looking at pictures of julian and listening to my favorite song. Julian used to go to online school in Kentucky well just video chats and stuff like that. He might be going to my school this year which is gonna suck for me. If u have ever seen the movie after or after we collided my relationship with julian is like that but he dont love me. Its like i just cant stay away from loving him no matter how he looks or acts like or does i just cant stay away. I really love him but it's like i hate him but i love him and i wish i didnt love him but i do and i sorta want to. My mom showed me a new way to find your soulmate gavin was my soulmate or atleast someone 2 years older amd julian was not he was only 1 year older. The day before that it will sound crazy but i swore my dog was talking to me amd said that he was a boy trapped in a dogs body his name was jake and that he was 2 years older so i thought it was crazy i sound retarded i know. Everyone says i need to get over him amd that i cant date him but i dont listen cause its hard not to get over him if you have ever loved someone that broke you or something you would know what im talking bout. So i still love him but he still dont love me and probably even forgot all about me and dont even remember i exist.