god knows only..
how many times I have prayed for you.. even though I act rude in front of you.. now even if i go away you won't be hurt that much like before.. you know why..?? because I made our situation like this and I want it.. cause you can't love your baby girl that has no future..i want to tell you I'll love you till my last breath.. cause you gave me the bestest of the best.. you fulfilled my every wish... even if you don't have that much money but still you fulfill my every needs.. I'm so sorry that I can't give you what you have gave me.. your love.. your care.. your protection.. I'm sorry I can't go any longer cause I'm suffering day by day with my own thoughts that crushing me day by day..I know you don't need anything from me.. cause you love me unconditionally.. but I know I'm so hopeless and worthless burden of you.. and I don't want to be like this.. even though you don't tell anything to me.. you hide your tears and worries but i know because of me you are also suffering and I don't want this to happen with you..I have to go Daddy..
I'm sorry your loving baby girl
Shyla...