Not knowing what's going to happen
Everyone says it's in your hands
But I feel nothing more is left... just watching what the fun my life is going to play on me
Many turns...many downs....no end to my darkness
It seems as an endless road made with countless drops of my eyes
I may pretend in front of you
But I was killing myself inside
I was always just a soul with no life
How many dark days are going to come???
I had no more option but to welcome them....
I am not getting to know how many times I have to pull myself....
My heart is carrying heavy weights of my sorrow thoughts....I can't even give guarantee that it is in safe hands..
Many people many questions.....but no solutions
I don't want to blame anyone because of my useless life...

---------AN USELESS SOUL--------