We, my beautiful wife and I, have now been married for a year. Things have been great all but the nightmares she still has of the night she was almost murdered. She remembers very little except that the fear and confusion she felt wondering why someone wanted her dead. I'm happier than I have ever been and no longer desire the life I had before but I too have nightmares. Always afraid that I will forget to give her the pill I have come up with to make sure her memory stays away. If she remembers that I'm the one that tried to kill her she will never look at me with love in her eyes again. Not only that but I will have to kill the woman that I love more than life itself. I pray that our next step is to become a mother and a father, together. I have never been one to pray but I pray that things stay the same. Because I will never feel this way again. She woke up in a panic and a scream coming from her. The look I see, oh my God, has she remembered, is this the end of my happiness. I pray that it's not. Darling, what is it? Darling.......
© Matilda Hodges