I'm divided and its proving hard for me to hide it. I tried so many times to move on, but my heart stuck to the same want. I move on with my lips yet my feet sit and won't lift from this divided glitch. Internally I'm confuse - why this my mind find so hard to choose. So many time i lose playing the fool as my progress moving forward still not improve. My thoughts sicken as I see in a distance the end, yet I haven't begin. I want to become this; but the page won't flip - it seems on this chapter I'm stitched.

From adolescent I wanted to...