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The Beautiful Children Part 2
assisted without Judgement... him get them all the way on..... I praised him.. and he went back to be Jayden... knowing he had 'Showed' me he 'COULD' 'Achieve - to complete a task.... What I had asked of Him.... Not because I was demanding.. but Because when He knew My desire... he was Compelled to fullfill it.. by nature.. Because All Children Know me as Their Father... no matter who Their 'Parent' happens to be.....That is the 'Gift' of Innocence... to 'Know God Always should You Encounter GOD'....

So.... After jayden was done.. he went back to being a Child... and Amusing himself and checking every now and again to 'See' if I was still 'Observing/Watching/Not 'desiring' Anything else of him......

Anyway...... Once he was good to go.. I returned my Attention to my 'favorite' lol....and went back to Helping Mya with our Little Project........every now and again... I would randomly blurt out......"Where is brently (the 1 yr old"... and Mya would always tell me what he was doing... Usually he was somewhere 'out of my 'Sight' but close by....He would be behind me doing something or watching me interact with the Others......He was Super Sensetive to my Emotions... even though I wasn't expressing many of them... and would teetertotter between... Longing for my attention.. then Hiding from me when I gave him my Full Attention... because he could sense my 'quiet rage' when I would start to get Frustrated and Lose patience with Jayden.... or the 'Three Adults - who are just like...um... Teenagers to me....... But primarily.. he did what he desired as he desired it.....his will was on auto pilot... so basically he would alternate between wanting/avoiding my attention, amusing himself.. then spontaniously longing for his 'parent'..... in between amusing himself, absorbing what was 'Happening' - The complete concept of all things occuring within specific events, most completely expressed as... The energies and Workings of the 'Wills' of those 'near/close/within'...