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break-up
his pov :
'She's running towards me just the same way she did the very first time when we met.
That time I really liked her,
And
Now I don't want to love her.'
'It's all my mistake'
'I should just die'
These all things popped when my mouth split the line which was never in my dictionary when I was in love, when 'we' were; not just 'me' alone.
It's been 7 and half months since I'm dealing with mental break down. I haven't seen her for last 6 months, I do miss her. Having depression is not new nowadays, everyone has. I should not overreact, right? But it is as it is. I can't. My mind wants me to isolate Myself, from this dull and dark world. The only white colour I'd see was her, and I don't want to make it grey or black by staying with her. I don't want her to see my this side. I really love her, that's why I ghosted her for weeks then sent a text saying I WANT SOME SPACE, DON'T WAIT TO ME.. ONLY IF YOU FIND SOMEONE BETTER. SORRY..., IDK THIS THINGS JUST MAKING ME CRAZY, I.. WILL...
'She's running towards me just the same way she did the very first time when we met.
That time I really liked her,
And
Now I don't want to love her.'
'It's all my mistake'
'I should just die'
These all things popped when my mouth split the line which was never in my dictionary when I was in love, when 'we' were; not just 'me' alone.
It's been 7 and half months since I'm dealing with mental break down. I haven't seen her for last 6 months, I do miss her. Having depression is not new nowadays, everyone has. I should not overreact, right? But it is as it is. I can't. My mind wants me to isolate Myself, from this dull and dark world. The only white colour I'd see was her, and I don't want to make it grey or black by staying with her. I don't want her to see my this side. I really love her, that's why I ghosted her for weeks then sent a text saying I WANT SOME SPACE, DON'T WAIT TO ME.. ONLY IF YOU FIND SOMEONE BETTER. SORRY..., IDK THIS THINGS JUST MAKING ME CRAZY, I.. WILL...
