("My Everything, My Reason's!")
So many years has gone by. I still remember the day I found out I was Blessed from God. Everyone even the Dr.'s told me I couldn't carry a child because I was so unhealthy. Yes, indeed I thought they where right. What was I to believe. I was only 18 teen at the time. Taking 50 different kinds of medicine. My grandmother was the one that pointed out that I was with child. I couldn't had been thats what I told her. Never missed that time of the month. Your daddy was my very 1st that I had a say. I did noticed my stomach a little bigger. At the time I was only between 90lbs. to 100lbs. I thought about what my Grandmother said that day. So I pulled out my book where I would mark every month when I would. She was so right. Every other month it would be around the same time but for the lasted 2 months it wasnt. That night I stayed with my Moms boyfriend Didnt think much of it your Daddy wouldn't let me stay by myself ,family, friends, it had to be who he wanted. I had a test my mom had given for a joke. Really it wasnt to be used. Hey I didn't had to go out an buy one. That morning I took the test. I just sat there. I couldnt move, Over an over I asked God really the baby wont come out healthy, he or she will end up with something wrong with them because of all my medicine I was taking at the time. Knock,knock well my moms boyfriend yelled in to me what is it. I am with child. Up to my grandmothers we went befor telling Your daddy. I took a deep breath. Really I didnt want to go in and tell her for one she didnt like your daddy at all. My grandpal he was the one that took me to this party to keep a eye on my little sister. I had to make sure she didn't get hurt. He knew Clayton for years. So I went in my grandmother was setting in her chair reading her Bible like she had always. We gave our lovings. I sat down in the floor in front of her took the Bible read a little and stopped she some how always knew Now that I had 2 boys of my own I understood. What is it child. Dont just sit there tell me. I handed the test over to her. Looked down she musted of looked at it 3 times things didnt get any better she called my mom, Then my 2 sisters an brother got up. I just sat there. I didn't know what to say to everyone. My grandpal was so happy he was the only one at the time. All he said you better have boys to keep the blood line going. And walked away. It was almost time to go get your daddy off work at the time he was working nights at foodland in town. He got into the car I didn't even get a chance to tell him my moms boy friend open his big mouth better start save man your going to be a daddy. He didnt say anything at first. Let me see that test. Your lieing. No,I'm with child. The look on his face I didnt feel as he was as happy as I was. How I was so scared to. I knew God wouldn't of let it happen for no reason. That very next day my Grandmother took me to the same Dr....