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REJECTED BUT BLESSED
I'm just 4 years old when my mom left and my dad took me with him when I was 6 years old. He attempted to kill me 6 times and sold me to his friend but he failed..
My father brought me back in MINDANAO and leaves me in my aunt. Am living with my aunt for 12 years without any support from my parents.
I live with them doing anything to endure until I graduated in highschool.
Hurts and pains leads me to hate my parents and I promise to burry them alive if I find them. An unexplainable pain felt in the deepest part of my heart seeing others lives completely with their parents and provided their needs and ask myself, WHY ME LORD?
WANT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
After asking this things I attempted suicide not only once, thrice, and so on..
and once that happened I almost cutted of my own life and God gives me a vision
IT IS A LAKE OF FIRE ... and told my self.. Lord if it is ok to do this this thing, why not or better you kill me now am too tired to live like this.
That very same day, I promise God live according to his will though struggles and difficulties are still with me.. I found a church and their the burden in my heart goes deeper and heavy. A burden that I felt everyday seeing kids on the street,beggars..
people who rejected even their own families,hates to witness people like me-rejected by my parents.
This why rooted in my heart that one day I want them all to live with me..
One day, God spoke to me whilei am making a cococandy...
An audible voice clearly says..
DID YOU KNOW WHY YOUR PARENTS ARE SEPARATED?
.. is that you Lord?he answers,
THEY'RE SEPARATED BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE FEAR ME..
...and added in to it..well,it's right because if in our own concept, there are many possible things that leads them to commit sin...the thing he told me..
I TOOK YOU FROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT,
I TOOK YOU AWAY FROM YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE I WILL USE YOU AN INSTRUMENT IN YOUR PARENTS SO THAT THEY WILL KNOW ME .
and then I immediately fell on the floor and cried before God and say..
YES LORD,I WILL...JUST TEACH ME YOUR WAYS AND LEAD ME WHERE YOU WANTED ME TO .
After that,I feel very refreshing...and unexpectedly I handled Ministry, it's started in giving tracts...
To make my story short....
I AM REJECTED BY MY OWN PARENTS BUT I AM BLESSED THAT GOD LIVES IN MY HEART..
UNTIL NOW I STILL NOT FOUND MY PARENTS PERSONALLY BUT WE HAVE THE COMMUNICATION ,.
MY STORY WAS NOT COMPLETE..ITS LONG STORY TO TELL
#NEVER UNDERESTIMATE YOUR DIFFICULTIES IN YOUR LIFE,
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED HAS A REASON AND IF THERE'S IS A REASON THERE IS A PURPOSE.
BE BLESSED
© criziamarizflores
My father brought me back in MINDANAO and leaves me in my aunt. Am living with my aunt for 12 years without any support from my parents.
I live with them doing anything to endure until I graduated in highschool.
Hurts and pains leads me to hate my parents and I promise to burry them alive if I find them. An unexplainable pain felt in the deepest part of my heart seeing others lives completely with their parents and provided their needs and ask myself, WHY ME LORD?
WANT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
After asking this things I attempted suicide not only once, thrice, and so on..
and once that happened I almost cutted of my own life and God gives me a vision
IT IS A LAKE OF FIRE ... and told my self.. Lord if it is ok to do this this thing, why not or better you kill me now am too tired to live like this.
That very same day, I promise God live according to his will though struggles and difficulties are still with me.. I found a church and their the burden in my heart goes deeper and heavy. A burden that I felt everyday seeing kids on the street,beggars..
people who rejected even their own families,hates to witness people like me-rejected by my parents.
This why rooted in my heart that one day I want them all to live with me..
One day, God spoke to me whilei am making a cococandy...
An audible voice clearly says..
DID YOU KNOW WHY YOUR PARENTS ARE SEPARATED?
.. is that you Lord?he answers,
THEY'RE SEPARATED BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE FEAR ME..
...and added in to it..well,it's right because if in our own concept, there are many possible things that leads them to commit sin...the thing he told me..
I TOOK YOU FROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT,
I TOOK YOU AWAY FROM YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE I WILL USE YOU AN INSTRUMENT IN YOUR PARENTS SO THAT THEY WILL KNOW ME .
and then I immediately fell on the floor and cried before God and say..
YES LORD,I WILL...JUST TEACH ME YOUR WAYS AND LEAD ME WHERE YOU WANTED ME TO .
After that,I feel very refreshing...and unexpectedly I handled Ministry, it's started in giving tracts...
To make my story short....
I AM REJECTED BY MY OWN PARENTS BUT I AM BLESSED THAT GOD LIVES IN MY HEART..
UNTIL NOW I STILL NOT FOUND MY PARENTS PERSONALLY BUT WE HAVE THE COMMUNICATION ,.
MY STORY WAS NOT COMPLETE..ITS LONG STORY TO TELL
#NEVER UNDERESTIMATE YOUR DIFFICULTIES IN YOUR LIFE,
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED HAS A REASON AND IF THERE'S IS A REASON THERE IS A PURPOSE.
BE BLESSED
© criziamarizflores
