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Eternity In Each Grain
What soil am I planted in? is it the soil that does not produce fruits? or is the soil carved with eternity in each grain, with substance that sustains? does the soil that cover my seed, fill me with a darkness yet, is filled with love that holds no bounds? neutering me in ways The Creators Kingdom only knows how? Does this soil I lay in give me hope to break through, no matter how deep I am in the ground I feel the warmth of the sun in the depths that I'm in? does it give me a yearning to produce fruits that are only seen on my tree? that is a lovely thing to think about, that I can and am in that soil I speak about. It's a soil I craved for so long, almost felt like I couldn't get out from the other one, the one that buried me with self doubt, insecurity and fear. Now when I look up and removed by His Mighty hands, cleaned up and planted in a home i never imagined, I find peace , peace to spread my wings. letting his Holy Waters rain down from above, giving me every drop that's filled with a purity unseen but felt in the depths of my soul. This soil that I'm in makes me not care about anything else but meditating on what He wants me to do. A feeling that surpasses every universal plane.. it's like I can be anything He calls me to be as long as I stay faithful, thinking of Him as I grow. Finding the path that He paved through each seperation of each partical that lies within the grains where I lay in.
Ah what a refreshing feeling! that although I may be in this dark place it won't come out the same way because once I break through the surface. my life, my will for being is continuously growing towards The King of All Kings. To give those who look upon the fruits, trunk, and leaves he helped me grow, will help them to find there own good soil to be planted in. Realizing that His way is worth every grain, cell, and spark to flourish into something that will shelter many, give them substance that we all search for. This feeling of purity, love, happiness, shelter, nutrition is worth fighting away all the bad that once was felt in every crevice of me. I am a seed planted inside a kingdom that is and always will be much bigger than me and I'm just happy to add my part. To the growth of His Holy Kingdom, to put a smile upon His face is worth sitting in this dark place.
I am growing at my own time. Not worried about the time or even the next stage. all I know is that every thing is being used at a particular time I don't understand. yet, I'm being nurtured in the same place that He created specifically for me to succeed. To live life abundantly, to bring that same growth in eternal life. The waters, the nutrition is constant, I just have to be ready for each moment to arise. So my plant can continue to grow and become a plant that sits on a unbreakable foundation. that was thought of before time even existed, just a thought and I was there in the heart and mind of The Creator. Who is worth more than all my praises in every life. What an amazing thing to think about. A father's love that came from a single thought, knowing everything I will need to succeed... what amazing soil He has produced just for me to thrive uniquely.
© Mara.gallagher
Ah what a refreshing feeling! that although I may be in this dark place it won't come out the same way because once I break through the surface. my life, my will for being is continuously growing towards The King of All Kings. To give those who look upon the fruits, trunk, and leaves he helped me grow, will help them to find there own good soil to be planted in. Realizing that His way is worth every grain, cell, and spark to flourish into something that will shelter many, give them substance that we all search for. This feeling of purity, love, happiness, shelter, nutrition is worth fighting away all the bad that once was felt in every crevice of me. I am a seed planted inside a kingdom that is and always will be much bigger than me and I'm just happy to add my part. To the growth of His Holy Kingdom, to put a smile upon His face is worth sitting in this dark place.
I am growing at my own time. Not worried about the time or even the next stage. all I know is that every thing is being used at a particular time I don't understand. yet, I'm being nurtured in the same place that He created specifically for me to succeed. To live life abundantly, to bring that same growth in eternal life. The waters, the nutrition is constant, I just have to be ready for each moment to arise. So my plant can continue to grow and become a plant that sits on a unbreakable foundation. that was thought of before time even existed, just a thought and I was there in the heart and mind of The Creator. Who is worth more than all my praises in every life. What an amazing thing to think about. A father's love that came from a single thought, knowing everything I will need to succeed... what amazing soil He has produced just for me to thrive uniquely.
© Mara.gallagher
