Iam so excited... I was like flying like a butterfly, dancing like a peacock, Iam really very happy ......
sorry ,I forget to introdue myslef I'm Sunaina I cleared my mains and going to join in iit. ofcourse ,it was my dream that's the reason to my happiness .
I'm started with my friends enjoying the ride and excited for first day of college. finally, I reached and walking along the path. suddenly ,I heard a sound and turned back and I got shocked due to the horrible ragging and silently escaped from them ,and went to class. the class was good and I found a batch and a good day for me.sanaya,Kunal and I went to busstop Sanaya throw the slice from the window unfortunately it hit a senior strongly on his face. all of us got feared that's the first time saw him the next day we went to canteen .jeevan give me a silk saniya and I were fighting for that choclate we were like pulling and pushing for the chocolate . she pulled me hard I crossed the senior and he was about to slip .(whose Sanaya beat with slice) I was like nervous, and he helped me to get up. then I saw his id card and known his name Rishab of same branch actually he is cool he helped me not even getting angry , and then he leave then we attend class and going on like that the day come out exams coming .I was nervous cause today's exam is hardest
I'm chanting formulaes even in bus so ,Rishab friends made fun of me even Rishab too laughed I will take exam and finished and with my gang we went to barbique and had fun and we completed our semester exams and have a holidays.I went to railyway station and found that my seniors seat was next to me but Iam pretending like don't know him. He started chat and at first I feel little nervous but, after when I heared that he was from my city I feel comfort to talk. and whole night we keep chatting about everything and he asked my number but I said no then he asked my insta I'd then I will give him and we keep in touch on insta daily days passes and begin back to college this time Rishab messaged to me go on same train as well as the last time I said ok we go to station and seated iam hungry and forget to take lunch box so my face look like sad then he asked me what happen I said nothing after sometime he gave me a box and said me eat fast I have a suprise then I doubtedly seeing the box, he said don't be like that we are from same city same college and gud friends till a month is it..? you can believe me ... he said then with a smile I had food then I asked for suprise then he said see that girl she is more preetier than you did you suprised for her beauty ...? I silently give a cunning look and turn my head he laughed for a while then give me a silk. I was exicted cause I love choclates and feel happy for that .then he saw may happy face and asked to give the choclate back but I already finished it so, I said that and slowly fell to sleep and morning we both went to our hostles . At 8'0 clock a get so many notification and see that were messages from him to remember ,I had lab so that I wake and ready for college and my bad luck .I don't even find a single place in bus but Rishab called me and give me place like that everything going good .he became my bestfriend, and I became his bestfriend .He helped me in academic as well as circular, Rishab mingled with my batch too we had so much fun together ,but my gang has a doubt that I and rishab are friends are something as same with Rishab friends also every one though that only ...........but we don't care but as time passes we were very close like calling everyday and talking talking for hours and hours .even there is nothing to talk actually our room is like doing same thing Sanaya had a lover rina had lover so they usally talk like that even we both are single but we talked more than them who are relation Rishab asked to find a girl for him in return I asked him boy friend then he said what are the qualities you want he asked I said all want him from is love and trust then he gets shocked is that ok then tell me what are physical things then I said tall, a little cute smile enough for me then I asked him what you are looking to have the qualities he replied that if she is girl that's ok for me I laughed and we moved suddenly he called me and what's list of your proposals I said may be there are some people next day he heplede from a senior whose always want to me as his girlfriend and I got some problem with phone calls of unkown numbers he solved it like that going on we again went for holiday then we played game on that he discovered that iam damn special for my attitide and charcharter next day we went to hostel and we again started talking and he confessed that what don't we marry each other why don't we love each other for some days it was going on like that after some days he realised and said me let's stop these chating and talking for months cause I want to focus on my Carreer she was happy for that and going on with her studies after some days he again started a fresh conversation like before frinedly manner she take it positively and became like Tom and Jerry blaming , complaining ,made fun of each other going good again the topic raised about future they want to continue thier friendship for last
Next day Rishab suddenly remember the words abouy last night and feel like if I were his husband iam the lucky person and get out of that
Next day when he saw me in the halfsaree he was like weird behaviour of over flirting like that on that day jeevan proposed me and u said no to him but as he is my
.batchmate iam like normal friendly towards him Rishab knows that and feeling jealous about him and not talking much to me mean while we had several fights for some reasons and he went to other state for higher studies as time goes this time unknowingly I fell for him I cared him lot and feel jealous about other new friends but I never say anything to him
he again started liking a lot and future plans with me he shared this time iam very happy to listen it cause I'm already like him to the peaks that he even know day by day my care towards him been increasing
Not like his unstable care
Not like his unstable silly talks
I did everything with my heart for him
between so many issues with others about love cause my heart never accept any ones love what ever they showed me but heart always wants the unstable one want him to be happy
I neve felt like this before because I never fall for anyone before
my situation was like not to pressure him by asking what I am to him but not able to be moved out of his thoughts about his way of happy times love
actually what ever the situation I want him to be happy
I never expected any great suprises from him
I never expect as his priority like others
All I want is his love ........
to be constant
I'm ok if something happens I will sort it out
but not able to open my mouthabou this ...
my only work is when he say I'm the persons he sahres everything I fell wining a prize it's enough
suprisingly he never understandable to me whether he like me or hate me
what ever the thing
I'm happy for him for what he is ....!!
what he choose
cause love never expects attention and anything
it accepts everything and adjusts everything for our loved ones
I had a wish ......
All I want from him is his love
the love in spending little time
the love in chit - chat
the love in adjusting for him
the love in beleving
cause love is everything
you are my everything
for everlasting
love towards you
my dear
I dont know wether to forget his lovable promises or to remember his unstable compliments
everything from him is more specific and special
I don't know what others stories ends with but mine .......
end with small sadness aswellas waves of happines
and full of patience
cause I shared everything to you ..
my dear reiana( my dairy)
hope ....
love that can light
one day you definitely know and feel it
waiting for that constat love
of you

here my story a dilemma to wait or to hurt
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