one time , actually a few times I've woke up doing something and woke up not knowing where I was , I wasn't alive . it's phucking scary, I woke up to a person's being there and I was feeling around to see if they were dead and then I came back before I figured it out. it was hot there and not good smelling . I woke up here again and was like wtf I was on the floor and this girl apparently saved me from that other awakening . so that's gonna be a good thing , or it could mean I'm able to sleep the rest of my life , no fees or dreams or interruptions .

my foot is burning right now because it's loosing its life levels and is not alive anymore . seriously hurts sometimes I can't handle it I move away and shit.

another time I woke up sleep walking trying to get out of the room and I could not find the way out , the mother of the home came in and punished me for that , she heard me in the room , I'm wondering if she heard me when I was asleep I could of yelled or something. Yea she said I was crying .





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