Growing up, I had always known love to be a fairly tale. As a girl child my knowledge were shallow, so I lived in the shadows .
Reality played out on me when I began my love life,
the first sphere was soothing and desiring.
I can remember waking up every morning with gratitude in my heart. No doubt! everyone can testify that I had encountered something, because the glow in me was captivating. I enjoyed every bit of my love life...
I didn't just find love, I discovered a best friend who always give ears to my boring conversation and still make me feel like it made sense. uhmm! Everything was moving fine until emotional pride walked in and stole the beauty of my love.

As a beautiful promising young lady, who knows her worth and value; I began to ignore the virtues of my relationship, I had too many options, so losing him was not a big deal, 'So I thought'.

One of the days he called me, I said to him " Please I can't do this with you anymore, I deserve better and you are no match"
those words were brutal, but he still swallowed his pride and said "I'm sorry".

At that point my mind was all made up, I felt I needed to explore and then decide on what to live with. I turned blind eyes to his love, pains, apologies and trials.

How can I criticize the same thing that brought me happiness?
How did I shut the doors that ushered in good memories?
With my full might I shattered the only love humanity gave me. I wanted something better,little did I not know he was best for me. Finally he had gone and never want to look back..
I want you back, even though I know you can't hear me, I wish you can read from my heart.

Now pain and regret had chain me, I'm afraid that no one can ever love me again.
I had lost the courage to search for love, I hope it finds me one day (Sob).

Don't throw away Gold all because it's unrefined.


© LoveWorth