So tell me about the love of your life and how you letting go. So it was sort of like 2 years ago, it was small, a thing that you can really control, you can really see. He couldn't really and honestly, I just come to the peace before when I looked at it, it was more like the emulsions, all blurred together.

Nothing really came to, and it was just absolute waste, you just couldn't look at it properly. It was everything that it shouldn't have been a story of just a dreadful togetherness. And when you look at it from outwards, it seemed all blessed, but then on the inside, it was complete and uttermess, there'll be fights, thereby, once there'd be everything going on.

Until eventually, there was nothing left for them to...