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My Vampire
Hello guys! I am Annie. I am 23 years old offfice employee and a part time worker at a local cafe' . Since working hours are more I hardly get 3-4 hours sleep. But as long as it is sound one and free of nightmares it's fone with me. I have to do it so that I can clear the debt which I never commited but got stuck up into. Well i take it as a punishment of my mistake or to say crime that I have committed.
Being busy actually keeps me away from painful past memories. It's difficult to endure them alone as I have no one to share it with. And I guess even that's because of my fault. Today being a weekend it's a holiday and what a perfect time for our cafe to go for renovation. Ughhhhh!!!!! Since morning I am restless! The voices and the past memories keep on going through my mind as film with no break or add. It's almost 3 years now!! When will this end? Or am I supposed to live with it? Forever?
As all this things are going on continuously in my mind, I started to get dressed. Why!? I myself don't know. As if I have lost my control on my body. I get ready and start heading towards a bridge over the lake. That bridge...it ....it has heard my laughter and giggles and screams and tears, my smile , my broken state basically it's the biggest part of my best and worst memories.No! No! I don't want to go there! It's more scarier than a haunted house. I don't want to cry again . I don't want to be a victim of those horrible memories again. But I just keep on walking towards it. As if my feet won't listen to me. It felt as if something was calling me towards it and no matter how much i didn't want to, kept on walking towards the bridge. As I was on the bridge I stared down at the water. Thousands of memories started flashing across my mind. It felt as if I have lost everything, my friends, my home, my love and even myself. Tears started accumulating in my eyes. The voices , the screams , the tears everything started flashing across my mind. The same voice , the line that keeps me awake at every single night, that haunts me even after 3 years . It started to echo again and again . Despite of being of so much noise near the lake all I could hear was the same line echoing in my mind , ' I loved you so much , I trusted you then why did you do it to me? '.
To be continued......
© Navi07
Being busy actually keeps me away from painful past memories. It's difficult to endure them alone as I have no one to share it with. And I guess even that's because of my fault. Today being a weekend it's a holiday and what a perfect time for our cafe to go for renovation. Ughhhhh!!!!! Since morning I am restless! The voices and the past memories keep on going through my mind as film with no break or add. It's almost 3 years now!! When will this end? Or am I supposed to live with it? Forever?
As all this things are going on continuously in my mind, I started to get dressed. Why!? I myself don't know. As if I have lost my control on my body. I get ready and start heading towards a bridge over the lake. That bridge...it ....it has heard my laughter and giggles and screams and tears, my smile , my broken state basically it's the biggest part of my best and worst memories.No! No! I don't want to go there! It's more scarier than a haunted house. I don't want to cry again . I don't want to be a victim of those horrible memories again. But I just keep on walking towards it. As if my feet won't listen to me. It felt as if something was calling me towards it and no matter how much i didn't want to, kept on walking towards the bridge. As I was on the bridge I stared down at the water. Thousands of memories started flashing across my mind. It felt as if I have lost everything, my friends, my home, my love and even myself. Tears started accumulating in my eyes. The voices , the screams , the tears everything started flashing across my mind. The same voice , the line that keeps me awake at every single night, that haunts me even after 3 years . It started to echo again and again . Despite of being of so much noise near the lake all I could hear was the same line echoing in my mind , ' I loved you so much , I trusted you then why did you do it to me? '.
To be continued......
© Navi07
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