((No it's not only about his attention,
i can wait for him for whole lifetime..
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But his heart want what it wants, so the fault is not mine...!))
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" When i started loving you"

You are the only thought in my mind,
But the reason behind that was yet undefined.

Don't know what made me feel this way,
Maybe your smile took my heart away.

My heart is full of happiness I never felt like,
I dreamt of someone you were totally alike.

Decided to never let it go....
As it was something I was heartily praying for....
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It grew stronger everyday, this strange feeling,
Then I started imagining you in each and everything.
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Until i realised
You also know how to hurt💔
You also can make me feel like stranger all over again
You can also unlove me !! For others
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BECAUSE: YOU WEREN'T THERE.....
• when i cried myself to sleep,
• when i sat in the edge of my bed thinking , it's all right you'll be back ....
•when I tried to leave myself behind, and leave like it's done ~
WHERE WERE YOU??? ~
• when i needed you?
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• when i drown myself with tears each night ?
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•when I'm questioning myself all the night ""am i so easy to forget""
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Your love is the only thing I prayed for !!!
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Was it too much to ask for ??
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Should I not get what I was praying for???
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I asked this questions a million times,
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Whatever I wished was it a crime.

And i spent a lot of sleepless nights in the thought of you!!!
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And still my mind says stop, and heart says wait hold on to you !! Only you!!! .
Now tell me what do i do ....????? Tell me what to do??!