I believed too hard
I trusted too much
I took the bait
What did I expect?

It's always one hit after the other
A good day is always a bad omen
the more good days in a row, the worst the next tragedy will be

The downhill is inevitable
I never finish anything I start
I think too negatively
There's no way out of the loop

I keep coming back to it
eating my sorrows weight in...