Growing Up The Thing
I Remembered Most Was The Movie
"The Exorcist"
Linda Blair Being Possessed By The Devil And How Scary That Was
The Movie Was Challenging Different Ideas About Faith And It Was Looking At Religion In A Darker Way
I Was Not Afraid Of Being Possessed By The Devil
I'm Afraid Of Being Possessed By The World
By Ignorance And Not Holding On To My Beliefs And What I Feel Strongly About

I Fear Being Like Everyone I Hate,
I Fear Failure,
I Fear Losing Control.
I Love Balancing Between Chaos And Control With Everything
I Do
I Always Have A Fear Of Going One Way Or Another,
Getting Lost In Something, Or Losing Everything To Get Lost In
And I Fear Being A Completely Acceptable Sheep In Society

We Live In A Society Of Victimization
Where People Are Much More Comfortable Being Victimized Than Actually Standing Up For Themselves
My Mother Loves Me To Be A Victim
Others Were Allowed To Harm Me
But God Forbid I Retaliate
Which Allowed Them To Continue To Harras Me
What She Did Was Give People Power Over Me
Without Words Being Said Her Actions Told Me
I Want People To Continue Mistreating You And You To Be Weak And Feel Less Than


My First Dissatisfaction Has Always Been With Religion.
To Me, Satan Ultimately Represents Rebellion.
The Devil Doesn't Exist. Satanism Is About Worshiping Yourself, Because You Are Responsible For Your Own Good And Evil.
Christianity'’s War Against The Devil Has Always Been A Fight Against Man's Most Natural Instincts For Sex, For Violence, For Self Gratification And A Denial Of Man's Membership In The Animal Kingdom.
The Idea Of Heaven Is Just Christianity's Way Of Creating A Hell On Earth
I'm Not Against God I'm Against The Misuse Of God
I Refuse To Be Forced To Believe In Other People’s Interpretations Of God.
I Don’t Think Anybody Should Be
No One Person Can Own The Copyright To What God Means.

You Can't Force Someone To See The Truth
Just Like You Can't Force a Blind Man To See.

If You Feel Like Who You Are Is Right For You Then You Are Beautiful
You Don't Need Someone Else To Accept You Or Tell You That It's Right
A Lot Of People Don't Want To Make Their Own Decisions
They're Too Scared
It's Much Easier To Be Told What To Do.

One Hates What. One Fears

The Burden Of Originality Is One That Most People Don't Want To Accept
They'd Rather Sit In Front Of The TV And Let That Tell Them
What They're Supposed To Like, What They're
Supposed To Buy, And What They're Supposed Yo Laugh At
People Are Too Lazy And Too Stupid To Think For Themselves That We've Got Sitcoms With Canned Laughter
That Let You Know When To Laugh If You're Too Stupid To Know When The Joke Is.

Occasionally, Something Will Happen That Will Change Your Opinion of Someone Irrevocably, That Will Shatter The Ideal You've Built Up Around A Person And Force You To See Them For The Fallible And Human Creature That They Really Are

There's A Certain Group Of People Who Are Always Going To Dislike Me And Disagree With Whatever I Say.
If People Are Going To Hate Me
I Want Them To Hate Me For The Right Reasons

I Represent What Everyone Is Afraid Of
Because I Do & Say Whatever I Fucking Want
God Gave Me A Brain So I Could Think For Myself
Everyone Is Entitled To Their Own Opinion So Don't Get Upset When I Give Mine
I Don't Give Fuck What People Think Of Me Or What Is Said About Me
But What Is Said Better Be True
It's My Life Not There's
I'm Everything They Are Afraid Of
Everything They Hate
Everything They Try To Hide And A Lot More
Besides I Speak My Mind And Show People What's Out There In Reality
People Tend To Associate Anyone Who Looks And Behaves Differently With
Illegal Or Immoral Activity

Only God Can Judge No One Else
It's Always About Being Yourself And Not Being Ashamed Of Being Different Or Thinking Different
Most Important Don't Be Scared To Think For Youself.

People Are So Scared To Be Judged And Are So Worried About What People Think And They're Opinion About You That They Become Follower's
Those People Are The One's Who Make You Turn Into Something Your Not
Making You Feel Ashamed To Be Who You Are
People Only Hate What They See In Themselves.

People Love To Judge As Long As They Have Somebody Else To Judge They Don't Give In And Answer With Hate It Would Drag Me Down
It Would Simply Put Me Into The Same Position They Are
I Don't Believe That Their Position Is An Inviable One.

I'm Strong, Confident And Can Think For Myself
I'm Everything People Wish They Could Be
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