Then  she have to go through her college life. Her parents make her join in a strict college, which makes students feels like it's a cell and make her take a course which have a tough subject that she find tough on her other classes as a main subject. It made her feel like she may can do it. By that thought there comes the first day of her college life which only inaugurates the academic year and even there she can't find a friendship. After a break of time the classes have commenced and it make her feel like she can't go through the course which contains a tough main subject. But she used to manage it and continue through it. Luckily, she used to go together with her two of the benchmates through the college break times and as a name she got friends there. But two of them haven't tried to make that much friendship on her but they accompany her with their short walks through the college corridors and there and there. It make her feel happy as she got friends for name. The rest of the students on that class haven't try to accompany the three of them including her with them. The rest of the classmates used to be in a single gang most of the situations. There a faculty starts scolding for her behaviour of feeling hard to interact with that foolish faculty. It make her feel more desperate. And she started to curse herself for her behaviour of not easily interact with others that is made by her parent's parenting. She started to thinking about ending her life because of her parent's behaviour. Her gaurdian is a person who blaming his children for anything and find good things in others. He was a owner of a foolish behaviour. First of it she tried to manage the feelings made from the college faculty and the faculty continued it. So she started to thinking about ending the college life there and try to do some job oriented things. But her gaurdian who is a fool never mind her feelings and justified his own decisions. That time no one is there in her home to support her decision. She was still alone there with her wishes and decisions. As she go through the hardest phase of her life, she managed herself to make the parents wishes only true. So she again make her mind strong and start continuing her college life there. By a different variant of feeling she enters the classroom and no one have minded for any reason except they done for a name as anyone haven't made her a true friend. She managed her feelings inside her head. And she showed her smile outside for just to make parents happy by bandaging her sadness inside her heart. Now she grown that much to handle everything inside her heart and ignore the isolations made by surroundings. She is quiet now because the background she grown was made her like that.


To be continued.................





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