“just look at her...she has no friends, always running out when we are in a conversation only to pick up a pen and put some silly words in a paper...who would want her.......??"he said while gesturing his hands at the door.. trying to Lower his voice...but his voice yelled with dissapointment...
“we want her Ben..she's our daughter"she said with pains in her voice...
“Shes a wierdo Mary....a wierdo that everyone has given up on..."
“don't say that Ben...we won't give up on her...”she said trying to sound alright..
“maybe her real dad wouldn't....but am done...am trying to be a good dad but...she's just not normal...”he said Asif trying to calm down..
“she just needs understanding..."she said looking up to him...her eyes watery
“the only one who can understand her is a phychatric doctor..!!"he yelled now not minding that I was around....“but u refused...u said she didn't need one....”his words hurt me....
I didn't know that I was crying untill tears excaped my eyes ....I felt like someone lost in a forest covered with darkness with no light to show me the way ....maybe there was no light again left in the world...they didn't know I was listening... standing by the door..the only thought that came to my mind was jumping off a clift....yes!!jumbing off and ending this pain killing me inside...no one wants me so what's the point of living....