I came out of the room.Everyone was watching me but I didn't see anyone and ran towards my room.I laid on my bed and started crying. 'My life had just became like that trophy kept on the showcase, which is cleaned once a week with a wet cloth and then again left there again.',I thought. 'I had no friends,no social life, I only had was my books.My all life was just learning equations and formulae .I can't do it anymore.I need some freedom in my life,some space to breath.', I was thinking and crying.It was like after years an anger got a chance to burst.
When I got tired by crying and slept I didn't get to know.What was going outside my room ,in a wedding house I wasn't aware of anything. I just slept deep.
It was almost evening that my brother came to my room to wake me up.
"Hey you're sleeping! Don't wanna get ready. Forgotten today is something."he said
"Come on wake up it's getting late.Today is your sister's wedding.Do you even remember."he continued.
"You please leave. I am waking up in a while."I replied in a sleepy voice.
"By the way,you would have not said those words to Dad."he said and left.
His sentence didn't concern me much,I just wish to sleep a little more but I had to wake up and get ready.
I washed my face,tied my hairs and went to see my sister.
She was leaving to go to Salon with my other cousin and an aunt.I told them to wait for me and rushed back ,took my sandles and other necessities,then went with them.
After sometime we all were in the wedding hall.
After all the rituals, welcoming guests, clicking photos, eating food, roaming from one corner to another and then finally saying goodbye to my sister,the wedding was over. My sister left to start her new journey. Everyone else were also going back.It was already 3 in the morning. Last morning whatever had happened after that Dad didn't said a word to me niether I said anything. Everyone were tired but still dancimg and singing were going on in the house.After sometime everyone slept.
2 days past and I and Dad didn't had any conversation. Even if I try , evertime he ignores me and starts doing some work.
I don't know what to do know.Dad was not ready to talk to me,mom was again and again explaining to listen to them and go to medical.But the main question was whose dreams were more important,the one who had killed all their other dreams just to fulfil this one or the one who have to live her life with that dream!




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