With the t.v , the phone & friends she could barely see the beauty in her.
Her whole focus was on other people's beauty , their lifestyles , their bodies but she hated hers .
Years she prayed that the Lord could change everything with her.
Just by looking at other's she'd have her self esteem drop , questions running through her mind that why God created her that way.
Everytime she'd step infront of a mirror would be a like confirmation that she was ugly.
She was trying multiple ways to change herself , being different kind of people everyday trying to make herself feel good , it was never enough because she wasn't herself.
Envying other people day by day she did.
Obsession with other people's lives but never of hers.



But one day she opened up , parents in shock because they never noticed , friends confused , but because she was surrounded by Angels , they assured her that she was beautiful , they told her there was absolutely nothing wrong with how God created her , that there was none like her in any part of the world.
The words warmed her heart like ever before , boosted her self esteem.
She smiled every time infront of a mirror , she saw the beauty in her , everything cleared up , she only did what made HER happy , more confidence each & everyday of her life.


Her biggest lesson was that "YOU ARE NOT WEIRD nor UGLY BUT YOU ARE DIFFERENT , YOUR BEAUTY VARRIES FROM EVERYONE ELSE "




© Phumelela